Fog.....

As I was up early to get dinner started for some friends and then get myself to the gym before I had to be in Albany at 10 am, I see fog with some sun shining through at my house.  But as I drive to town to go to the gym it is getting more and more foggy to the point visibility is almost none.  Quite scary as you are trying to get out on the highway and can't see if anyone is coming.  Then it hits me! Fog, I have been living in a fog that is so thick I can't see anyone around me for to many years.  But now on this journey the sun is spearing it's way through the fog here and there.  I can see a little bit further and the day is getting brighter.  I can't wait till my world is all blue sky no matter the circumstances.  I can feel that expectancy again and it is getting brighter just as the sun was getting brighter as it burned through the fog.  I know I have a ways to go yet, but it is brighter for me than it has been ever!  I almost want to get silly and scream and dance about.  It feels so good to know that it is going to get brighter.  I know I will still have dark days but it won't be dark, dreary, foggy years ever again!  I wish I had a good camera that would capture those scenes as I see them with my eyes.  I tried to take several pictures yesterday as the sun was shining on the snow and how everything just looked so crystal clear and clean.  The camera did not do justice.  It looked like it was overcast and could not see the detail.  If only I could explain the feeling that I have now and have never had before. Wow!  I wish you could see this through my eyes.  It is like a kid in a candy store!  How do I contain this and use it for the best?  I will be talking with God a lot about that.  Just look around you and see the blessings.  God bless!