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It is Wednesday morning and how a night can make such a difference.  I did not sleep well last night and am in a fair amount of pain, so I get up very grumpy.  I know that even in this I need to be thankful.  The more I read the book the more I know I need to be thankful in all things.  So yet another challenge for me is to find the things to be thankful for when I am hurting and tired.  It is a new day, thankful, it is not raining, thankful, it is Wednesday, thankful, but I feel these are just surface easy out thanks.  How do I find the hard to see because I am not seeing beyond me?  It is amazing how things can go downhill so quick.  I tried to make a simple jello salad for a potluck at work and it did not come out right, so had to do some improvising. Hope it turns out ok.  Why does it seem to come in waves?  I just want some good days.  I want some good nights.  I want to sleep well and wake rested.  Why does it seem that every aspect of my life seems to be under attack?   How do I get past this and see the good that I know is all around me?  I know it in my head but I want it in my heart!  Just need more prayer to see the good and get past the negative. Hope everyone has a good day.